tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81242109866796046402024-03-14T00:46:28.125+08:00blog-adags"I wish I could do something about this. But I can't. But I can promise you two things.<br>
One: I'll always look this good.<br>
Two: I'll never give up on you... ever."
<br>- RedUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger63125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8124210986679604640.post-46722718043442828412017-01-01T20:43:00.001+08:002017-01-01T20:43:21.150+08:00The last text<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">"...I don't want you back."</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">There it was, five words that drained all hope. All was said and done. This time she meant it. This time there was no way out. Its a deadlock situation.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">That's the problem. I always think like there is a way out. Like I can find a way to fix things, to make things work. Not giving up is a double-edged sword, perhaps for me.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Haha, If being crazy was all it was, I'll go to a rehab and survive it. But no, I chose this kind of life and now I have to live with it.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I cleaned my room and removed a lot of things that is not supposed to be there anymore. I told myself that its for the holidays, its for my nephew. But no, its me leaving the past.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I thrashed a bunch, washed the dirty sheets and pillow cases, then burned a lot of letters and gifts that used to mean a lot.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><i>Somewhere we can both be right<br />
Somewhere where imagination grazes in the half-light<br />
I'm enamored it's December in your eyes so<br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Its January now but I did not feel the icy feeling of December. Maybe its the climate change kicking in. Or maybe its me not feeling the cold anymore.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I hope its not too late... </span></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8124210986679604640.post-11495847633118377672015-12-07T01:11:00.000+08:002015-12-07T01:11:19.518+08:00Going back to square one, Breaking habits and the Penultimate post<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #8e7cc3;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I have not posted in a while... a lot of things happened and yes, this will be the post before the blog gives a closing curtain.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I started this blog as a writer, as a requirement, as a way to post my article. Then it became my personal blog, an outlet. I filled it with my anger, remorse, happiness and love... But now I know I put up a lot to it that the blog has lost its meaning. As to pay respect, I'll write a short story as my last post. Please do not expect a lot since I haven't written for a looooooooooooonnnggg time. I promise to give it my best shot though.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">So what happened so far? In a nut shell, Jollibee Mayon, the first fast food that cater a lot of my childhood was tore down and was rebuilt in 3 months (no, I'm not imitating the Bible, seriously, it did happen). That Jollibee is special to me. It was a symbol, a big part of my childhood, a heritage of my youth. It was back, not the way it was before. If you'll ask me, the space is smaller. Rumors say its company owned now. The play place ain't there anymore. The 3rd floor is not accessible. Its never gonna be the same. I thought I can accept the changes but it was not easy. Sure, the air conditioning was fixed. The decorations, superb. But the aura is different. I can't tell exactly what happened other than it's designed to cater just a few people.Its hard to grasp the change.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Most of us are like that. We can't accept change. Its hard to break the routine. We always crave for what was once there but is now gone. We love to put all the eggs in one basket... then it falls apart. So we envelope ourselves with sadness. A thick shell of sadness that we ourselves cannot break. We lost the will to break the sadness, believing that or strength went away with the eggs and the basket.</span></span></span></div>
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we know it will always be<br />
everything & nothing</span></span></span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Taking an SL once in a while is great, specially if you really mean it (I do, really. Im sick). And I caught myself obsessed with a song (that I squeezed the internet just to find a clean, not-live copy of the song). Its cute, meaningful and reminds us that today is important. That golf balls are more important than pebbles, sand or beer/coffee. :)</span></span></span><br />
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<i><span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">to begin with<br />
tell me how it is<br />
to love & live & be<br />
no promises knowing<br />
there is only now<br />
knowing there is only now...</span></span></span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Promises are building blocks of relationships as Papa Jack puts it. But staying today, making that promise felt, not just spoken, is more important than telling those words numerous times. Stopping once in a while, enjoying the scenery, cherishing the moments... we need to do it too.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>as we walk away<br />
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welcome back reality<br />
don't forget we smile knowing<br />
there is only now</i>...</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Someone said that today is called present because it is a gift, and it is.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">I get up in the evening, and I ain't got nothing to say <br />I come home in the morning, I go to bed feeling the same way <br />I ain't nothing but tired, man I'm just tired and bored with myself <br />Hey there baby, I could use just a little help <br /><br />You can't start a fire, you can't start a fire without a spark <br />This gun's for hire even if we're just dancing in the dark <br /><br />Message keeps getting clearer, radio's on and I'm moving round the place <br />I check myself out in the mirror I wanna change my clothes my hair my face <br />Man I ain't getting nowhere just sitting in a dump like this <br />There's something happening somewhere baby I just know that there is </span></span></span><span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><br />You can't start a fire, you can't start a fire without a spark <br />This gun's for hire even if we're just dancing in the dark</span></span></span><br /><br />You sit around getting older there's a joke here somewhere and it's on me <br />I'll shake this world off my shoulders come on baby this laughs on me <br />Stay on the streets of this town and they'll be carving you up alright <br />They say you got to stay hungry hey baby I'm just about starving tonight <br />I'm dying for some action I'm sick of sitting 'round here trying to write this book <br />I need a love reaction come on now baby give me just one look </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Assassins. Originally, these are group of people that kill elites for political and religious reasons. Well nowadays, assassins are simply silent killers. One who strikes once and never to be seen again. The logic is that they won't allow their victims to strike back so they need to finish them in one blow.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><br />Nice, right? Just like an online ad; <i>hanap, usap, deal.</i> Basic technique is that the assassin needs to observe the target's routine, gather information, then plan smoothly. It needs to be smooth, no holes barred, no detail missed... otherwise the "one-strike mission" will fail. There is one glitch though... it needs a lot of resources, mostly time, effort and money... just like dating (ahahahahahahaha). What's my point? Assassins are not meant for 1st encounter battles, so if you catch an assassin eating lechon then there's a high chance that you can beat him.They're so used in careful planning that ambush might be a good tool that can be used against them. Sounds easy? I didn't use the word "might" there for nothing. They have this one trait though that keeps them from being ambushed.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Just like what they say about angels, they carry no "burdens." They move from one place to another like they own the world. You see, they observe their prey on a specific location, stay there till its done then move away. It sounds sooooooooooooo perfect that its hard to find a flaw. So lets talk about pros, cons, strengths and weaknesses.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Its given that they plan... and it needs to be oh-so-smooth. So intelligence is a qualification. Good thing, if everyone aspires to be an assassin and they qualify, <i>matagal na tayong extinct.</i> Assassin versus assassin... Mr. and Mrs. Smith, RED, This means war (<i>pagbigyan ang mga </i>FBI agents, <i>kunwari </i>assassins <i>din sila</i>)... don't you enjoy watching them foil each other's plan and kill each other. More creativity, more fun.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #674ea7;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">They move from one place to another. I just don't know where the money comes from, like what I said, it seems they own the world. They eat good food, stay on five star hotels and own/ride/rent high class cars (that talks back, has GPS, has an autopilot, can be controlled remotely, multiple plate numbers, and the biggest feature? HOT GIRLS). And speaking of gadgets, they never run out of one. You might think that their sleeves are the location of Batman's arsenal and Oscorp combined. Or perhaps, that's what the movies make us believe.</span></span></span></div>
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and all of us are egoistic in our own ways so everybody is prone to
oversee things... neglect a few pointers... over/underestimate. Usually,
they get killed for being so full of themselves (ehem). So <i>ingat-ingat din pag may </i>time. <i>May </i>time <i>ka ba? Ingat na!</i></span></span></span></div>
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Knuckle and Shoot, its Kil who has the shorter straw (read : Hunter X
Hunter, Chimera Ant Arc). Kil's the one with assassin bloodline, has
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he was a baby. So what makes him weaker? Gon fought Knuckle everyday, which gave him (at least) an idea about who he was dealing with. Kil, on the other hand, just watched and was not able to hone what he was training for. Before the last day of their fight, Biscuit pointed out his weakness, not just because of the situation but also because of his assassin way. Kil is used in planning ahead and running away specially if the opponent is stronger (or so he thinks). Ok <i>naman sana</i>, the thing is he chose to stay with Gon... and from this point forward, for discussion purposes, we will refer to Gon as "burden." Yep, remember the "burden" before? Most of the time, assassins move alone which gives them ease of transportation, slick movements and... well free of burdens... free from worries and uhmmmm... for a lack of words I'll say someone to protect.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">The property of matter we call impenetrability, that no two same matter can occupy the same space at the same time. Its simple, but for those idiots out there (oops, like an idiot's guide, let's put it that way) that means if Im already seated, you can't seat here anymore (yeah, I don't share a lot so even if I'm pleasingly plump and you can still squeeze a quarter or two of your butt on my seat, I will not allow it. And yes, I'm not fat, not chubby, I'm pleasingly plump. If you have any problems, its my blog). </span></div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">So what's my point? Sometimes we try to fit a lot, we try to fit everything on such a small space. And what happens when we do that? Well like what the first line says, one or both (or whatever number of things you try to fit) breaks. Impenetrability, its common sense really... well common sense is not so common anymore.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">What happens when we realize that the space is not enough? We buy space! Haha, funny right? It doesn't matter how much we pay, we always wanted more. Then we buy some more. Till we eventually give up the things that we try to fit in just to buy enough space. Now we have a big space to fit in everything, but we already lost the things it supposedly holds. We weigh a lot between the space and the things that we want to fit in, thinking that we can balance it. That there's a way to buy enough space without sacrificing the things we want to fit. Impenetrability, I think its a way of saying that we only have two hands and that we can only hold a handful.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Exploitation, that's what where we're good at. By the time we established the fact that we can only handle enough, that's the time we drop things. Sometimes we decide which one to drop, sometimes we're just not aware, sometimes we really don't notice that it just drops on it's own and sometimes we do notice but its too late to save. The thing is we drop something... If we decide on it, we prioritize, which is good but then again, damage has been done. We are responsible for what we tame (hehehehehe). If we are not aware, that is because we are so focused and obsessed on a specific object that we neglect the other things we thought we can take responsibility of (in the vernacular, takaw-tingin... PAGKAEN). If we don't notice and just drops then that's just BS (Bulldog Shih-tzu... y'know), its not important and was never important... And yes, there's the things we do notice that we might lose and we know that they are important but one way or another we got caught up on all the hurly burly whatever that they end up lost, stolen, kidnapped, burned... broken anyway. We need that, so we try to save it. Probably we lose other things on the process to save it. You might be successful, might be not... but either way we lose something and that's the result of trying to make the banana tree bear tomatoes instead of the usual banana... Then you start to question yourself if you were able to save the most important things or you lost them trying to save the shitty ones... if you were really choosing the right stuff or you're just choosing the things that would make you look right.</span></div>
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In the morning it comes, heaven sent a hurricane<br />
Not a trace of the sun, but I don't even run from rain<br />
Beating out of my chest, my heart is holding on to you<br />
From the moment I knew<br />
From the moment I knew</span></span>
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You were the air in my breath filling up my love-soaked lungs<br />
Such a beautiful mess intertwined and overrun<br />
Nothing better than this, oh, and then the storm can come<br />
You feel just like the sun<br />
Just like the sun</span></span>
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And if you say, be alright<br />
I'm gonna trust you, babe<br />
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I'll follow you into the light</span></span>
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Never mind what I knew, nothing seems to matter now<br />
Oh, who I was without you, I can do without<br />
No one knows where it ends, how it may came tumbling down<br />
But I'm here with you now<br />
I'm with you now</span></span>
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And if you say be alright<br />
I'm gonna trust you, babe<br />
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I'll follow you into the light</span></span>
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Let the world come rushing in<br />
Come down hard, come crashing<br />
All I need, is right here beside me<br />
I'm out of love, I swear it,<br />
Take my love and wear it<br />
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">I miss you, and its your birthday... so its been 7 months and 25 days since you severed ties. I thought you won't pull it thoroughly... Well obviously you did...</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Sometimes I regret being reckless that night, that maybe I shouldn't have gambled my chances... I should have been more considerate. Sometimes I blame myself that I pushed you to make a choice... Then I realized that it could have been the same either way... I'll be a sacrificial lamb...</span></span><br />
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So I said yes. For regularization, for keeping the pride, for telling myself that I'm still worth of something, for the sake of staying in the game of life. Who knows, this might be the personal niche that I'm looking for. I'm excited, challenged, maybe a bit scared. I'm sad coz I need to leave, happy that its gonna be a new adventure and new friends. Just when you started to grow fond of the environment, its already time to go, another "just a passing by kamen rider" moment.</div>
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A bed of grass, a soft green pillow<br />Lay down your head, and close your sleepy eyes<br />And when again they open, the sun will rise.<br /><br />Here it’s safe, here it’s warm<br />Here the daisies guard you from every harm<br />Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true<br />Here is the place where I love you.</div>
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Deep in the meadow, hidden far away<br />A cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray<br />Forget your woes and let your troubles lay<br />And when again it’s morning, they’ll wash away.<br /><br />Here it’s safe, here it’s warm<br />Here the daisies guard you from every harm </div>
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It's the scene where Rue, a character that resembles much like the protagonist's sister, died in action. Being a caring sister, even if she doesn't know how to sing, Katniss sang this lullaby to Rue. I imagine T. Swift's "Safe and Sound" playing on the background...</div>
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Lingering intentions<br />
Bringing us both<br />
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And take me where I wanna be<br />
Any place will do<br />
Learn the tricks of fire<br />
I apologize<br />
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Learn the tricks of fire<br />
And <span class="IL_AD" id="IL_AD5">wash</span> yourself with it</div>
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Feel the sand in between your toes<br />
Nobody has to know<br />
The pleasure that you take<br />
In every step that you make<br />
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Take me to a place I wanna go<br />
I have survived in defeat<br />
Do you know the tricks of fire<br />
I apologize<br />
But I'm takin' me with you<br />
I badly, badly need to burn<br />
Badly need to burn</div>
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I badly, badly need to burn<br />
Badly need to burn</div>
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You and i<br /><br /></span><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">The title, I read from FB... Striking lang... :)</span><br /><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">The song is what's playing on my player right now as my soul lingers somewhere else... My blog is asking me to write again but my thoughts won't permit me... Hahahaha... </span></div>
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<i>"There's a thin line between crisp and burned..."</i><br />
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Wala lang yan, pauso ko. Natutunan ko habang nagpi-prito ng lechon kawali at sumasayaw kakaiwas sa talsik ng mantika. <i>Pro</i> na 'ko, hindi ko na kailangan takpan habang nagpi-prito, naka<i>face mask</i> at <i>kevlar</i> na lang ako. Hahaha... (Again, bawal kumontra. Blog ko 'to)</div>
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<i>The hell</i> sa pauso ko 'di ba, walang kwentang <i>blog post</i>. Pero kung gusto mo pa magbasa, e di sige...simulan na natin.<br />
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<i>There's a lot of thin lines nowadays</i>. 'Yung mga <i>contrasting things</i>, anlapit na nila bigla. Dati mga <i>related things</i> lang ang may <i>thin line</i>. <i>Confidence</i> at <i>arrogance</i>, <i>friendship</i> at <i>love</i>, Crisp at Sunog, <i>T-back</i> at puwet, <i>pizza</i>, <i>napkin</i>... Ngayon pati <i>love</i> and <i>hate</i> na, <i>morning</i> at <i>night</i>, gwapo at panget (kasi kahit panget, puwede na rin manlalake/mambabae, puwede na rin magsuplada/o, puwede na rin maginarte... HANEP EH!). Ansakit sa ulo... Minsan maganda ang pagde-<i>deviate</i>, nawawala ang <i>limits</i>, umuunlad tayo. Pero lagay naman natin sa tama. Hahaha.<br />
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<i>"In a relationship, nobody loves more.</i><br />
<i>When we begin to compare, either resentment, selfishness or both creeps in.</i><br />
<i>Either way, we get doomed."</i></div>
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Pauso ko ulet. <i>Cute</i> eh. May nagsabi kasi sa akin ng <i>"I love you more"</i>. <i>Ooops</i>, walang issue... Ading ko ang nagsabi. So ayan ang sagot ko. Hirap kasi pag nagbilangan na ng <i>effort</i>. Hindi ako magpapakaimpokrito, kung hindi man mahirap, SOBRANG HIRAP magbigay ng <i>effort</i> na hindi bumabalik. Pakiramdam natin sayang lang lahat. Pero sabi nga ni Papa Jack (nakikinig ako, gabi-gabi), <i>"A relationship is not just give and take, its give and give."</i> Ganon kasi magmahal, walang kapalit pero bigay todo. At kung hindi mo yan kaya, magisip ka. Baka hindi ka nagmamahal, baka kelangan mo lang ng <i>hobby</i>.<br />
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Dahil puro pauso ko lang naman ang <i>post</i> na ito, tapusin natin ito sa TULA. <i>Writer</i> ako, bakit. :)<br />
<i>Inspired</i> ng Nakatingin sa Bituin ni Jose F. Lacaba</div>
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<i>'Di Mahawakan</i><br />
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<i>'Di Mapigilang mapansin</i></div>
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<i>Subalit 'di ko mahawakan</i></div>
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<i>Mahigpit na bilin ng ina</i><br />
<i>Huwag silang sisirain</i><br />
<i>'pagkat sila'y may buhay din</i><br />
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<i>Sa gabing madilim ay napagtanto</i><br />
<i>Mga bagay na maganda</i><br />
<i>bulaklak man o tala</i><br />
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<i>May mga batang dumaan</i><br />
<i>pinitas ang mga bulaklak sa hardin</i><br />
<i>Nais kong magmatapang at sila'y pigilan</i></div>
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<i>Kanilang pinaglaruan<br />isinabit sa kung saan-saan</i><br />
<i>matapos ay iniwan na lang</i><br />
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<i>Subalit 'di pa rin mahawakan</i></div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>HI sa tatay kong hindi alam na hindi pinaghihintay ang malikot na utak sa pagbblog... :D</b></span><i><span style="font-size: xx-small;"> </span></i></div>
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Note: This blog post is inspired by a dish (cooked by me), a graduation speech and thoughts that never left my tiny brain.<br />
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<i><span class="sqq">“Do
not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that
what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.”</span></i><br />
- Epicurus<br />
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Masaya lang ako. Masaya ako dahil sa maraming bagay. Dahil sa alam kong kaya akong patawarin ng mga tao kahit paulit-ulit akong magkamali. Dahil naniniwala na ulit ako sa tadhana. Dahil kay Lourd De Veyra na naghatid ng mahusay na graduation speech sa UP Masscom. Dahil kalderetang baka ang ulam at masarap ito (at ako talaga ang nagluto).</div>
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Kuntento. Contentment. Sabi sa dictionary:</div>
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<tr class="tr3" valign="top"><td align="right" class="td3n1" width="1%"><span id="hotword"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="cursor: default;">1.</span> </span></td><td class="td3n2"><span id="hotword"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="cursor: default;">mentally</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">or</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="cursor: default;">emotionally</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">satisfied</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">with</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">things</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="cursor: default;">as</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="cursor: default;">they</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="cursor: default;">are</span> </span></td></tr>
<tr class="tr3" valign="top"><td align="right" class="td3n1" width="1%"><span id="hotword"><span id="hotword" name="hotword">2.</span> </span></td><td class="td3n2"><span id="hotword"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="cursor: default;">assenting</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">to</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">or</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">willing</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">to</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">accept</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="cursor: default;">circumstances,</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">a</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="cursor: default;">proposed</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="cursor: default;">course</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">of</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">action,</span> <span id="hotword" name="hotword">etc</span> </span></td></tr>
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Naisipan ko magluto ng kaldereta ngayon. Akala ko kasi dadating 'yung pinsan ko. 'Yung paborito kong pinsan. At dahil ang mga pinsan ang unang "<i>bestfriend</i>" natin, gusto ko masarap ang ulam niya. </div>
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Bumili ako ng tomato paste, naisip ko masarap pag may <i>carrots</i> kaya bumili ako, naisip ko rin na wala pala akong <i>bellpeper</i> na nabili, bili ako. Magsisimula na sana ako maghiwa ng kung anu-ano nang maisip ko na wala akong keso. Oo, lumabas ako at bumili. Saka ko lang napagtanto na wala akong <i>liver spread</i>. Sais pesos na lang ang nasa kamay ko at nagaalangan na kong makakahanap pa ko ng pangdagdag. Pero hindi ako sumuko. Nilikom ko lahat ng mamisong nagkalat sa sala namin at sa wakas, nakaipon ako ng 18php. Duda akong sapat na iyon pero lumakad na ko. 20php ang isa at kahit nakakahiya, inutang ko na muna ung dos. Kailangan ko pa magluto kaya ndi na 'ko nagatubili. Pumayag naman ung nagbabantay eh.<br />
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Natapos ako magluto, saka ko nalaman na hindi na pupunta ang pinsan ko. Ansaya 'di ba. Oo nga pala, hanggang ngayon may utang pa rin akong dos sa tindahan.<br />
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Syempre badtrip ako, bakit pa ko nagluto? Kaso dumating ang tatay ko, kumain. Pagkatapos ng 3 araw naming <i>cold war</i>, kumain siya at sinaid ang sinandok na ulam. Nakatingin ako habang ansarap ng kain niya. (Mayabang ako. Blog ko 'to, bakit... 'Dun ka magyabang sa blog mo...)<br />
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Dun lang ako nakuntento. Oo nakuntento ako pagkatapos ng isang buwan at labingpitong araw. Bakit? Nakitaan ko ng pagtanggap ang tatay ko... 'Yung tao na akala ko bato...At bakit ako nakuntento??? Simple lang, nakabalik na ako sa dati kong sarili. Ang pokus, naibalik na sa dati nitong kinalalagyan.</div>
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Tinamaan ako kay Epicurus. Ang mga bagay na mayroon ako ngayon ay ang mga bagay na hinangad ko noon. Na kung hindi kaya, huwag ng magasam pa ng iba.</div>
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Minsan daw nagtanong ang estudyanteng henyo sa gurong henyo, si Plato kay Socrates:</div>
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<i>Plato asked Socrates:"What is happiness?"<br />Socrates said:" I ask you
to across the field and pick a flowers which is the most beautiful, but
there is a rule that you can't go back and you can pick only one."<br />So Plato began to do this. After long time, he came back and held the most beautiful flower.<br />Socrates asked him:"Is this the most beautiful flower?"<br />Plato
said:"When I crossed the field, I saw this beautiful flower and I
picked it up and recognizing that it is the most beautiful one, while I
saw many other beautiful flowers later, but I still insist on this one
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Kuntento. Para sa'ken, kuntento lang ako hangga't kaya kong manatiling nakapokus. Habang umiindak sa sayaw ng buhay at nakikinig sa tugtog na tinatawag nilang tadhana. Madalas kasi, sabi nga ni Lourd, nakakalimutan natin ang orihinal na pakay natin... Andaming nakakapukaw ng atensyon natin at sa sobrang dami ng gusto natin, nawawala talaga kung ano talaga ang gusto natin. Ang masaklap pa, pag naalala na natin 'yung <i>original plan</i>, huli na ang lahat.</div>
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Sabi nga sa isang parte ng speech ni pareng Lourd na kinuha sa isang tula:</div>
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<i>Nasalpok ko tuloy,nasalpok ng isang paa,<br />
ang isang tambak ng<br />
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paglakad sa lansangan,<br />
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<i>Santambak na kumalat<br />
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paalala ng lupa<br />
na paa’y nakatapak<br />
paglakad sa lansangan,<br />
nakatingin sa bituin. </i></div>
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Madami rin akong gusto. Pero sa ngayon, isa lang ang gusto ko. Maibalik ang tiwala ng mga taong TOTOONG naniniwala sa akin. 'Yung mga taong handang tanggapin ako, anumang kasalanan at kamalian ang gawin ko. Tadhana, nagluto ako para sa pinsan ko, dumating ang tatay ko at nagustuhan ang niluto ko. Kung hindi ako nagluto, hindi ako makukuntento (kahit na ilang beses ako lumabas para bumili ng kung anu-ano).</div>
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Kuntento na sana ako pero bilang panapos, dahil gaya-gaya ako, isang tula rin ang ibabahagi ko. Isa sa mga unang tula na inintindi ko at nagmulat sa aking mga mata. </div>
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<i>Tanggapin mo, anak, itong munting guryon</i></div>
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<i>na yari sa patpat at papel de Hapon;</i></div>
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<i>magandang laruang pula, puti, asul,</i></div>
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<i>na may pangalan mong sa gitna naroon.</i><br />
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<i>Ang hiling ko lamang, bago paliparin</i></div>
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<i>ang guryon mong ito ay pakatimbangin;</i></div>
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<i>ang solo't paulo'y sukating magaling</i></div>
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<i>nang hindi mag-ikit o kaya'y magkiling.</i><br />
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<i>Saka pag sumimoy ang hangin , ilabas</i></div>
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<i>at sa papawiri'y bayaang lumipad;</i></div>
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<i>datapwa't ang pisi'y tibayan mo, anak,</i></div>
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<i>at baka lagutin ng hanging malakas.</i><br />
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<i>Ibigin mo't hindi, balang araw ikaw</i></div>
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<i>makipaglaban ka, subali't tandaan</i></div>
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<i>na ang nagwawagi'y ang pusong marangal.</i><br />
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<i>At kung ang guryon mo'y sakaling madaig,</i></div>
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<i>matangay ng iba o kaya'y mapatid;</i></div>
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<i>maawaing kamay nawa ang magkamit!</i><br />
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<i>Ang buhay ay guryon: marupok, malikot,</i></div>
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<i>dagiti't dumagit, saanman sumuot...</i></div>
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<i>O, paliparin mo't ihalik sa Diyos,</i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">bago pa tuluyang sa lupa'y sumubsob!</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Ito na ata ang pinakamahabang <i>blog post</i> ko... At kung hindi ka nag-<i>enjoy </i>sa pagbasa nito, sumayaw ka na lang..:D</span><i><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"> </span></i>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8124210986679604640.post-60144627182560414382012-04-20T13:24:00.000+08:002012-04-20T13:24:24.119+08:00The wind creates the Rift<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_1">I've got to breathe, </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_1">you can't take that from me</span> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_2">'Cause it's all that you left that's mine</span>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_3">You had to leave and that's all I can see</span> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_4">But you told me your love was blind</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_4"> </span>
<br /><span class="line line-s" id="line_5">I know there are times you're so impossible</span>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_6">That I should sign a waiver</span>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_7">And you will find someone worth walking on</span>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_8">When you ask me to go</span><span class="line line-s" id="line_8"> </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_8"> </span>
<br /><span class="line line-s" id="line_9">I'll leave when the wind blows</span>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_10">Take a breath and away it goes</span> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_11">I'll be outside of your window</span> </span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_12">I'll pass by but I'll go slow</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_13"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_13">I'll leave when the wind blows</span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_13"> </span>
<br /><span class="line line-s" id="line_14">There was a day you threw our love away</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_15"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_15">Then you passed it to someone new</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_16"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_16">You wanna stay but since you wanna play</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_17"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_17">We can finally say we're through</span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_17"> </span>
<br /><span class="line line-s" id="line_18">I know there are times you're so impossible</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_19"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_19">And you ask me to go</span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_19"> </span>
<br /><span class="line line-s" id="line_20">I'll leave when the wind blows</span> </span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_21">Take a breath and away it goes</span> </span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_22">I'll be outside of your window</span> </span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_23">'ll pass by but I'll go slow</span><span class="line line-s" id="line_23"> </span>
<br /><span class="line line-s" id="line_24">I'll leave when the wind blows</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_25"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<br /></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_25">You can scream there's just echoes</span> </span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_26">I''ll pass outside of your window</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_27"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_27">You'll be sad that you let me go</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_28"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_28">I'll leave but just know</span>
<br /><span class="line line-s" id="line_29"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_29">As I lay in solitude, oh what's a boy supposed to do?</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_30"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_30">I shake the very thought of you, me together </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_30">I remember</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_31">Late nights when I stayed up late all I do is wait and wait</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_32"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_32">You're never coming home to me, that's the hardest thing to see</span>
<br /><span class="line line-s" id="line_33"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_33">I've got to breathe, you can't take that from me</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_34"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_34">I can finally say we're through</span>
<br /><span class="line line-s" id="line_35"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_35">I'll leave when the wind blows</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_36"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_36">Take a breath and away it goes</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_37"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_37">I'll be outside of your window</span> </span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_38">I'll pass by but I'll go slow</span>
<br /><span class="line line-s" id="line_39">I'll leave when the wind blows</span> </span></span></div>
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<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_40">You can scream there's just echoes</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_41"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_41">I'll pass outside of your window</span> </span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_42">You'll be sad that you let me go</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_43"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_43">On every face you'll ever know</span> </span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_44">And everywhere you'll ever go</span>
<span class="line line-s" id="line_45"> </span></span></span></div>
<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span itemscope="" itemtype="http://schema.org/Lyric"><span class="line line-s" id="line_45">You'll feel when the wind blows</span>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8124210986679604640.post-46831287199147779032012-04-15T21:21:00.000+08:002012-04-15T21:21:27.553+08:00Here goes nothing<div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">If today's the day I die<br />
Lay me down under the lights<br />
Let me fall in love<br />
Let me save a life<br />
<br />
And let me lose my voice</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
Singing all my favorite songs<br />
Let me stare up at the stars<br />
'Cause it's where we all belong<br />
<br />
My heart like a firework in my chest</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
My only regret is having regrets<br />
Travelled the world<br />
I loved every step<br />
<br />
And all I know is:</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
No one, no one lives forever<br />
We will be remembered<br />
For what we do right now<br />
<br />
And baby I'm living louder</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
And dreaming longer, tonight<br />
(We're living louder, we're living louder)<br />
And baby I'm fighting harder<br />
And loving stronger tonight<br />
(We're loving stronger, we're loving stronger)<br />
<br />
'Cause we're all just kids</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
Who grew up way too fast<br />
Yeah the good die young<br />
But the great will always last<br />
We're growing older<br />
But we're all soldiers tonight<br />
<br />
If today's the day I go</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
Gonna drink with all my friends<br />
Gonna laugh until we cry<br />
As we talk and reminisce<br />
<br />
And let me kiss a stranger</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
And rob the local bank<br />
Let me become real rich<br />
So I can give it all away<br />
<br />
'Cause no one, no one lives forever</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
But we will be remembered<br />
For what we do right now<br />
<br />
And baby I'm living louder</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
And dreaming longer, tonight<br />
(We're living louder, we're living louder)<br />
And baby I'm fighting harder<br />
And loving stronger tonight<br />
(We're loving stronger, we're loving stronger)<br />
<br />
'Cause we're all just kids</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
Who grew up way too fast<br />
Yeah the good die young<br />
But the great will always last<br />
<br />
We're growing older</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
But we're all soldiers tonight<br />
<br />
When you've got your breath inside your head</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
Every day's a second chance<br />
If I wake up with a beating heart<br />
Will I stand or will I fall?<br />
<br />
I'm living louder</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
Dreaming longer tonight<br />
Baby I'm fighting harder<br />
And loving stronger tonight<br />
<br />
And baby I'm living louder</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
And dreaming longer tonight<br />
(We're living louder, we're living louder)<br />
And baby I'm fighting harder<br />
And loving stronger tonight<br />
(We're loving stronger, we're loving stronger)<br />
<br />
'Cause we're all just kids</span> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
Who grew up way too fast<br />
Yeah the good die young<br />
But the great will always last<br />
We're growing older<br />
But we're all soldiers tonight <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
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<i>Its morphin time! :)<br />
Lets morphin! :)</i></span></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i><span style="font-size: small;">Its time for special buster! :)</span></i><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
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</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8124210986679604640.post-24663818785658573592012-04-15T11:41:00.000+08:002012-04-15T11:41:29.326+08:00Omens<div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">The cat just broke out of the chain...<br />
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Omens, how I love seeing 'em...</span></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">When would the bike give up, I wonder... </span></div><br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-csXaLp4A90U/T4pCd1PwtVI/AAAAAAAAAIw/Yy3WOH_P_Ic/s1600/MaximumDrive009%281%29.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-csXaLp4A90U/T4pCd1PwtVI/AAAAAAAAAIw/Yy3WOH_P_Ic/s320/MaximumDrive009%281%29.jpg" width="240" /></a></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0N.S. Amoranto, Quezon City, Philippines14.633998577261274 120.9933968608703514.629708077261274 120.99111736087035 14.638289077261273 120.99567636087035tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8124210986679604640.post-75886019347375477022012-04-08T21:09:00.000+08:002012-04-08T21:09:26.958+08:00Tamad magpost si Dyeypee eh...:(<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, <br />
Or tell you that.<br />
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it <br />
where's the sense in that? <br />
<br />
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder <br />
Or return to where we were <br />
<br />
I will go down with this ship <br />
And I won't put my hands up and surrender <br />
There will be no white flag above my door <br />
I'm in love and always will be <br />
</div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><br />
I know I left too much mess and <br />
destruction to come back again <br />
And I caused nothing but trouble <br />
I understand if you can't talk to me again <br />
And if you live by the rules of "it's over" <br />
then I'm sure that that makes sense <br />
<br />
I will go down with this ship <br />
And I won't put my hands up and surrender <br />
There will be no white flag above my door <br />
I'm in love and always will be <br />
<br />
And when we meet <br />
Which I'm sure we will <br />
All that was there<br />
Will be there still <br />
I'll let it pass <br />
And hold my tongue <br />
And you will think <br />
That I've moved on.... <br />
<br />
I will go down with this ship <br />
And I won't put my hands up and surrender <br />
There will be no white flag above my door <br />
I'm in love and always will be <br />
<br />
I will go down with this ship <br />
And I won't put my hands up and surrender <br />
There will be no white flag above my door <br />
I'm in love and always will be <br />
<br />
I will go down with this ship <br />
And I won't put my hands up and surrender <br />
There will be no white flag above my door <br />
I'm in love and always will be </div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;"><i>I can't say anything yet so ito na lang muna...</i></span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><br />
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</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8124210986679604640.post-91211578222663275602012-02-17T23:46:00.001+08:002012-03-02T14:15:55.671+08:00Kids :)<div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">So what's this blog post for??? Figure it out!</span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">These past few days, I'm fond of kids. If you know the trick, they'll be fond of you too...</span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">So here's some shots of Karl... :)</span><br />
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</span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">That's Karl... my bouncing baby nephew...</span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">And time sure flies by soooooooooooooo fast... he's 3 y/o.</span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">And he'll be having a cousin soon... Will it be a another baby boy? Or a baby girl this time???? :)</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8124210986679604640.post-64650329962160181462012-02-10T15:01:00.001+08:002012-02-19T17:34:13.201+08:00For what its worth... and what its not...<h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}" style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"> <b>Worth</b></span><span id="pronsetspell"><span class="show_ipapr" style="display: inline;"><b><span class="prondelim"> /</span><span class="pron">wɜrθ</span></b><span class="prondelim"><b>/ - value: equivalence</b></span></span></span></span></h6><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}" style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;"></h6><div class="grid_8" style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="huge">"The true worth of a man is not to be found in man himself, but in the colors and textures that come alive in others.</span>"<br />
<span class="bodybold">- Albert Schweitzer</span></span></div><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}" style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">Nobody responded so here's my blog post about worth. Worth is our value and by saying value, well just like beauty, its in the eye of the beholder. But maybe, just maybe, it also depends on what we show to others, or what we choose to show to them.</span></span></h6><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}" style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">"pare, kung kilala mo 'yung tao alam mo 'yung value nya..."<br />
- Larry James Janayon</span></span></h6><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}" style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">I had a good talk with an old friend last night. We chatted 'bout two things, one is his status quo and the other one is the thing that is currently bothering me and in the process he mentioned what was quoted.</span></span></h6><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}" style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">So what is my value??? Ask the people around me! :)<br />
They know better...</span></span></h6><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}" style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">So pano na 'yung mga taong we deem as "walang kwenta" or "walang pakinabang"??? Maybe we just don't know them enough or we barely know them at all. Ang hirap din kasi kapag hindi sila totoo kahit sa sarili nila... Kapag ang buhay nila ay isang malaking make-believe... When reality strikes, masasaktan at masasaktan sila. And what's worse, kung gaano kabigat 'yung make-believe, ganun din kasakit kapag reality strikes back. Pero kahit ganun, hindi totoong wala silang worth... Sabi nga ni pareng Pascal:</span></span></h6><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;">"We are all something, but none of us are everything."</span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;">- Blaise Pascal </span></div><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}" style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">May oras pa... yan din ang sabi ni pareng Larry. I just hope its not too late.</span></span></h6><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}" style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">Hello sa mga chow chow!!! Yan ang magiging kalaro ni Tasha someday (at papangalanan namin itong Socks). :)</span></span></h6><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-vqDbNA2SJWA/TzTAj_I8y8I/AAAAAAAAAGs/X9eMCcd91Lw/s1600/simba-the-chow-chow_44379_2010-04-13_w450.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-vqDbNA2SJWA/TzTAj_I8y8I/AAAAAAAAAGs/X9eMCcd91Lw/s320/simba-the-chow-chow_44379_2010-04-13_w450.jpg" width="317" /></a></div><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}" style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><br />
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Here within this terminal where the buses arrive<br />
I was a commuter on the 804<br />
Work for a computer on the 19th floor and...<br />
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You came down the aisle of the bus and you sat by my side<br />
Shoulder up to shoulder we shared that 9 o'clock ride<br />
Oh, my heart was screamin' as you left your seat<br />
Followin' your movements I was at your feet and...<br />
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Oh, down into the terminal both of us smiled<br />
So we entered the terminal just as you smiled<br />
"Won't you leave out work for today?" you ask of me then<br />
So I phoned-in-sick on the way to the home of a friend<br />
We were all alone from 10 A.M. till 3<br />
Really thought the fire had gone out of me but...<br />
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You awoke the sleep of my life from gray into red<br />
Made the weary wonder of Wall Street rise from the dead<br />
Could have held up budding my entire life<br />
<span id="findmorespan"></span>But I had to get home to the kids and the wife and...<br />
So I left for the terminal where I began<br />
Baby, no, I wouldn't have left if I'd been half a man<br />
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So here I am this morning where love had asked for the dance<br />
Here within this terminal where I passed on a chance<br />
Lord, I'll never find her though I've truly tried<br />
Probably she's found another bus to ride and...<br />
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I am now about to begin the last of my days<br />
I'm within what others would call a terminal phase<br />
I myself can only say it's livin' dead<br />
Ridin' to the office with a song in my head that goes...<br />
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La da da...<br />
And you know it grows<br />
La da da...<br />
Oh, la da da...<br />
Oh, la da da...</span></i></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><br />
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</span><span style="font-size: small;">Worth, that will be my next blog topic.<br />
Hey reader, mag-comment ka naman at ipaalam sa'kin what I'm worth.<br />
These past few days, I can't seem to find my worth eh. :)</span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
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Eto ang ebidensya. Purple Man went to Tagaytay (@ </span><span class="fcg">Caleruega Church)</span><span style="font-size: small;">:)</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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Well before everything else that is cheesy and mushy, let's go back to the basic.<br />
Love is a verb, an action word. Thus, when we love, we act, we do (hahaha) something.</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"> We say these "I love you"s a lot but we don't really know its meaning. And for me, we only start to love when we act. When we do something to make this feeling known. How? There are so many damn, stupid, awesome, amazing and splendid ways. Maybe it depends on our individual personality.<br />
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When two people fall in love:<br />
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They trust each other. No matter how nervous, worried or dangerous it could be, we trust. Why? Because it's a way of submission. It's a subliminal message of love. Someone told me that love and trust entered the dictionary at the same time. When we love, we trust. We cling to whatever reason, strong, weak, even impossibility, because we believe this feeling will see us through anything.</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;">They doubt. Oh, what the hell am I saying?! Hahaha. This part, I'll be brief but concise. We doubt once in a while... for whatever reason, it varies. And if you'll say you didn't, well whoever doesn't doubt himself commits the sin of pride. Thing is, don't let it eat you. Love is stronger than doubt.</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;">They cherish. Because life is love and to live is to cherish. By transitive rule, when we love, we cherish the moments we spend with each other. We treasure it with all our hearts.</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;">They argue. Because loving is also a struggle for there is individuality. One way or another, there would be differences. A wall they have to break, or a wall they'll start to build higher. But when love is true, no matter how big or small this wall is, it can break through anything.</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
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I'll have to break the blog post cause sleep is a necessity. But let me end it just like how I started.<br />
Love is a word, an action word. Therefore it has these verb tenses too.<br />
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Loved, love/loves, will/shall love. (spare me, let's pretend I only know the basic tenses)<br />
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Those who are loved: Let's learn from whatever experience that we had. As I have always said "<i>walang nasasayang na </i>experience". Most of all, be thankful. We may not have kept that person but at least, we have these moments that will always live inside our hearts.<br />
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Those who are in love: Seize the day. Spend everyday as if it's the last. No one knows the day nor the hour. Remember, to live is to cherish. Trust him/her with your life, if you can't do that someone else might be able to.<br />
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Those who will love: If you prayed for rain, prepare to receive it. :) That is called faith. Have faith. It can move mountains. Faith is to believe what you do not see; the reward of this faith is to see what you believe.<br />
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To you whom I love and will love... Let's strive to be better than we are because...</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;">"When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better too."</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;">- Paulo Coelho</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"> <span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"> I love you baby. :)</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>Faith - Belief that does not rest on logical proof or material evidence.</i></span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i> </i> </span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">For the past few days, I have learned one thing, not to lose faith...</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Not to lose faith on myself that I can still make things right. If I had given up, I could've lost it all.</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Not to lose faith in her that she can figure things out even at the worst possible conditions.</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Not to lose faith in our one true God who has always been giving us what we need, when we need it. It has been said that the phrase "Be not afraid" is written on the Bible 365 times (maybe on different ways but the same thought), just enough for every day, every year.</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I am happy that I didn't lose faith... I love you baby, I will always do. :)</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><span style="color: #b4a7d6; font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">No further ado...:)</span></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8124210986679604640.post-4246961026319377422011-12-05T22:06:00.000+08:002011-12-05T22:06:19.681+08:00Choosing apples over oranges<div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I don't like 'em both though I always prefer an apple juice over any juice.</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Comparison between two incomparable things, that's what it means. But still, one has to choose...</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">What would I choose?</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">GRAPES...</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Lesson? Think out of the box...</span></div><div style="color: #b4a7d6;"><br />
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