Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Faith

Warning : This is a blogpost that has been written on the verge of falling asleep, no further ado...

Faith - Belief that does not rest on logical proof or material evidence.
  
For the past few days, I have learned one thing, not to lose faith...

Not to lose faith on myself that I can still make things right. If I had given up, I could've lost it all.

Not to lose faith in her that she can figure things out even at the worst possible conditions.

Not to lose faith in our one true God who has always been giving us what we need, when we need it. It has been said that the phrase "Be not afraid" is written on the Bible 365 times (maybe on different ways but the same thought), just enough for every day, every year.

I am happy that I didn't lose faith... I love you baby, I will always do. :)

No further ado...:)

Monday, December 5, 2011

Choosing apples over oranges

I don't like 'em both though I always prefer an apple juice over any juice.

Comparison between two incomparable things, that's what it means. But still, one has to choose...

What would I choose?

GRAPES...

Lesson? Think out of the box...


Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Birthday Boys 2011









There you have it.

After having his fixation on that angry bird head gear, you just couldn't stop him from saying "tito picture tayo." I'll just have to give in.

Happy birthday to us. Again, his' is yesterday, mine's tomorrow. No age disclosures for me, the kid just turned three. And besides the happy birthday song, he also sung the alphabet song over the phone.

As his dad puts it, we're a crazy combination. :)

Thursday, November 3, 2011

A Newsong for a new arc

Ah, performing a twisted melody
The lovely being
Even without gaining results
I have my heart singing

How many strong storms do I have to overcome
As a lovely being
Although I can't protect my promise
My heart is singing

Which door should I knock and open?
And if I open it, where would it lead?
Because I can't return home on my own
Was I waiting for someone?

Who is the person you want to see the most today?
Just inside my heart, I understand
The people's rejection is fading
That's why I strive to be strong

Our still unread story
It's impossible to have no ending
Because everyone, in their own way
Wants to be strong...




Tuesday, November 1, 2011

When the world is in chaos

You looked inside my fantasies and made each one come true,
something no one else had ever found a way to do.
I've kept the mem'ries one by one, since you took me in;
and I know I'll never love this way again.

I know I'll never love this way again,

so I keep holdin' on before the good is gone.
I know I'll never love this way again,
hold on, hold on, hold on.


A fool will lose tomorrow reaching back for yesterday;

I won't turn my head in sorrow if you should go away.
I'll stand here and remember just how good it's been,
and I know I'll never love this way again.

I know I'll never love this way again,

so I keep holdin' on before the good is gone.
I know I'll never love this way again,
hold on, hold on, hold on.

I know I'll never love this way again,

so I keep holdin' on before the good is gone.
I know I'll never love this way again,
hold on, hold on.

Puro kanta na lang ang kaya ko i-blog netong nakaraan...
Sorry sa mga fans ko, I'll make it up to you guys... ;-)
Happy (???) Halloween!!! 

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

If I ever lose my faith in you...

You could say I lost my faith in science and progress
You could say I lost my belief in the holy church
You could say I lost my sense of direction
You could say all of this and worse but

If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do

Some would say I was a lost man in a lost world
You could say I lost my faith in the people on TV
You could say I lost my belief in our politicians
They all seemed like game show hosts to me

If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do

I could be lost inside their lies
Without a trace
But everytime I close my eyes
I see your face

Never saw no miracle of science
That didn't go from a blessing to a curse
Never saw no military solution
That didn't end up as something worse but
Let me say this first

If I ever lose my faith in you
(If I ever lose my faith in you)
There'd be nothing left for me to do
(There'd be nothing left for me to do)

If I ever lose my faith
If I ever lose my faith
If I ever lose my faith
If I ever lose my faith...in you

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Just a sad song to accompany a sad man...

Isang araw tayo'y namasyal
Upang pagod natin matanggal
Kailangan nating maaliw
Bago tayo tuluyang mabaliw

Nagawi tayo sa may dagat

At sa ating pagmamasid
Biglang may batang sumisid at tayo'y nabigla
Dahil buong akala malalim ang dagat
Mababaw lang pala

Hanggang napagod tayong umikot

Kung saan-saan na rin pala tayo umabot
Ang gusto lang nating malaman
Mayroon pa ba tayong ibang mapupuntahan?

Nagawi tayo sa isang tabi

May aleng naglalako ng cotton candy
Sarap titigan, sarap kainin
Pero pag kinagatan, parang wala palang laman

Hanggang napagod tayong umikot

Kung saan-saan na rin pala tayo umabot
Ang gusto lang nating malaman
Mayroon pa ba tayong ibang mapupuntahan?

Naakit at napabili tayo ng lobo

At di sinasadyang nabitawan
Di man lang nating hinabol
Hinayaang lumipad hanggang mawala

Hanggang makalimutan na natin

Kung bakit nga ba tayo naakit

Hanggang mapagod tayong umikot

Kung saan-saan na rin pala tayo umabot
Ang gusto lang nating malaman
Mayroon pa ba tayong ibang mapupuntahan?

Hanggang dito na lang..


Isang araw tayo'y namasyal

Upang pagod natin'y matanggal


I did not intend to post the song...
It should be the short story "Hayaan mo na lang ako ang umiyak"
but apparently I can't find any copy of it.
I even forgot the name of the author.
I just want to post something, nothing more, nothing less...
It doesn't mean anything...ok?! Ü

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

A Condor's pain, Forgetting and the new Kamen Rider

"Look at the sky. It's so pretty [that] it hurts."
- Yuki Gai
Just watched the super hero duo and here I am, posting for Jetman's Black Condor. Natuwa lang ako sa irony. Tama nga naman, the most beautiful things in life can also hurt. 
Well I felt nostalgic too, though ndi ko nasubaybayan ang jetman. How I wish may episode din para sa Maskman at Bioman.

By the way, Fourze is not that bad though the setting (mantakin mo, sa high school nagkakalat ang Kamen Rider) is ain't that good.
Hmm... I'm going to bed wishing that tomorrow would be fine.

Congratulations sa mga ikakasal na... 
Pati na rin sa mga nagh-hypothesis testing... 
Pati na rin sa mga may UTI at kung anu-anung sakit...
:)
I love you para sa mahal ko...Ü

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Sadness, Kindness and OOO's last episode

"Learn all you can from the mistakes of others. You won't have time to make them all yourself."
- Alfred Sheinwold
  The reason for my post? I'm just sad. I am so sad right now but I can't do anything about it... I don't know if I can keep up. I lowered my pride, my reasoning. I guess it can't be helped.

  I just hope everyone watched Kamen Rider OOO so they can understand the consequences of desire and how to battle a Greeed... It's gonna be OOO's last episode this weekend. I never thought I'd be able to appreciate that lousy Kamen Rider...

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Colbie's song, Rainy weather and Directions...

What means the most to me
is waking up next to you.
Feel the morning breeze
Your my favorite thing in love
coming home to your arms
when you kiss me hello
it's these simple things that mean the most to me.
that mean the most to me, yeah...

Every time I have to leave
I feel like I'm leaving a part of me
You're the only place I want to be.
Well nothing else matters
I just lose focus
Swinging all around cause your the only one I notice
I can't help the way I feel.
It doesn't matter if I win or lose...

Coz...
what means the most to me
is waking up next to you
when you're holding me
& have a little time to play
in your arms rest your heart laugh till it gets dark
it's these simple things that mean the most to me

It's raining hard the whole day but I had a great day...
Oh, the song above is Colbie Caillat's "What Means the Most."
I just find it cute...
But for you, yes YOU, find the reason for this post... You know where to look right???:) 

Friday, July 22, 2011

Changing, Saving the world and L's last day

"No matter how gifted, you alone cannot change the world.
But that's the splendid thing about this world"
- L Lawliet, L change the world


Just watched the movie. Enjoyed much.
Next DL, My Sassy Girl.


Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Respect, Getting serious and Seeing it from someone else's view

Men are respectable only as they respect - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Respect. Something that we earn, not for free. How?! Mr. Emerson here perfectly described how.
But what is respect? Why do some people wanted it so bad without respecting others?

"Respect is taking into consideration the views and desires of others, and including it into your decisions. When you respect another, you factor and weigh their thoughts and desires into your planning and balance it into your decision making."

This is just a random quote I got online. According to this one, its a simple "fight or flight" scenario everytime we do something that could affect someone else. Pretty easy to easy to say eh. 

Think Patrick Star. Yes, that dumbo character at that stupid cartoon show (that is supposedly for kids but is teaching them how to go nuts). I like Patrick Star, not because he's a dumbass freak that creates chaos whenever he does something, but because I like how he see things on a different light. It maybe chaotic, stupid most of the time, but his perception taught me how to deal with idiots. And from him I derived one great quote, RESPECT others' right to be different.

We can't push our ideals to others who believe otherwise. They can be down right stupid for all their belief but all we can do is to lay down our cards, let 'em see it through our eyes and if still they stick on to their own ideals, well tough luck.

On the ten commandments, it is said that "Honour thy father and thy mother, as the LORD thy God hath commanded thee..."

So how about the drug addicted parents who let their own child take in solvent instead of food and water?? How about the mother who keeps on looking for her own personal pleasures instead of looking for ways on how her children should grow??? How about the father who rapes her own daughter???
Again, respect is for those who only know how to give it to others... Capische?!

Margaritas ante porcos...


Sunday, June 26, 2011

A Feast of Keane's Song, Knowing and Believing...

And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know! 

- Bedshaped

A house on fire
A wall of stone
A door that once was open
An empty face and empty bones
Who ate your heart?
You're cold inside
You're not the one I hoped for
I'll see you on the other side
I'll see you on the other side  

- Untitled I


For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
I don't know you, and I don't want to
Till the moment your eyes open and you know 

- Your Eyes Open


Keane's 1st album was the best... all of the others aren't that interesting...
Don't you love it???:)
All my "HOPES AND FEARS", I'll see in the lime light while you stay on the dark...
I can't save you I guess.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

LSS, Dutch Mill and Revelations

I don't mind when you say
That you're going away
I just don't wanna be lonely

And I don't care if we

Share only moments a day
I just don't wanna be lonely

I'd rather be loved and needed

Depended on to give a love
I can't give when you're gone
When you're gone
I just don't want to be lonely
I'd rather be loved

I don't mind when the tide

Sets the sun to the moon
I just don't wanna be lonely

Let the stairs find you there

Waiting at the end of the room
I just don't wanna be lonely

I'd rather be loved and needed

Depended on to give a love
I can't give when you`re gone
When you're gone
I don't want to be lonely

LSS ko habang umiinum ng Dutch Mill yoghurt drink, yung strawberry...
Hi sa mga unknown taga-subaybay ko, what you see is what you get...;)


Friday, June 10, 2011

Dismay, Rain and The Friday dish

Can anybody tell me why I'm dismayed??? I bet you can't.

I'm not angry, maybe lack of sleep really gives me the ability to see small details, gives me the ability to think clearly.

And so I'm dismayed and no one knows why.

Bakit nga ba...

How I wish I just washed my maong pants and all the other pants that needs to be washed. How I wish there were strong winds and all the heavy rain. Forgive me people but how I wish Ondoy-like rains poured down today. But no, up until now, I've only seen showers, you can't even call them showers. Its just like saliva coming from a gossiper's effin mouth.

Again, I'm dismayed, I'm dismayed raised to the effin x (Sir Alex, pakopya ah). And while I'm writing this, the dismay just goes higher... Hahaha, what an effin day.

The only thing that's right today is mung bean... That's my lunch, probably my dinner...mung bean and friday, oh so right...

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Choice, F word and trash...

Choice...

Everytime I have to make one, I'm f***ed up...
Guess Choice and the F word entered the dictionary at the same time...
And if making choices would really create alternate dimensions, damn, those f***ed up dimensions that I created must've been cursing me right now.

So much for all the strategy games I played. So much for all the play and reload thing. Life ain't gonna give that much chance for me now. All I can think of is to hold fast to the things I have right now. Its hard to bet, I'm sorry. I know I don't have much to bet. But if I keep on losing, I may end up as trash, or worse than trash... So I'm aiming for the lesser shame. I know, you won't understand, it's my fault anyway...



"Those who can't obey the rules are trash, but those who abandon their friends are worse than trash."
- Hatake Kakashi

Mom's gone for more than four months now... what would she say... I wonder... would she comfort me??? Would she cheer for me??? Would she support me??? (yeah, she'll be upset too. maybe I'll hear a lot of cussing...or maybe not)

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Makulet na bata at ang bompren nya [kuno]

Here's a picture of my bonding time with Angel, a small kid with unusual energy (that she got from drinking bottles of milk, literally).

Someday I'd like to have my own kid, as pretty and witty as this kid.
Kaya lang 'wag siya magiilusyon mag-bompren kagad, dadagukan ko siya ng 'di oras... :))

 

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Sweet Post lang po sa umaga!!!!;-)

"Kung sa paggising mo sa umaga ay wala na 'ko sa tabi mo, 'wag kang matatakot...
Nagluluto lang ako ng almusal mo...(n_n)"

-JPG
 



Magandang umaga...:)

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Repost lang po galing kay ilovetotakeyouout

Trivia! Trivia!

One sperm cell has 37.5MB of DNA information in it. That means a normal ejaculation represents a data transfer of 1587TB in about 3 seconds.

Talk 'bout bandwidth and data transfer... Wala pa rin tatalo sa organic!!! :))





Sunday, April 24, 2011

Fullmetal Alchemist Quote, General's comeback and a lost soul's happiness...

"We all have our excuses and they seem right to us.
No one would have thought it would lead to suffering like this...
That's why we have to make it right...
We can't keep living like our own dreams are all that matter..."

- Edward Elric, Fullmetal Alchemist the Movie: Conqueror of Shamballa

 Well it was a great movie... Mustang was great too... Wish I can be like him, so I can go back to the previous "Leadership. Responsibility. Service" tag line even for one last time. I don't want to be a puppet though..:)


And yeah, I remember something 'bout Ed Elric's quote. You there, if you keep on thinking that your excuses were right, then go on. I just hope you'd still manage to make it right somehow.


Long live General Mustang!:)


We made a good job! Let's keep the fire burnin', just like my fave flame alchemist. ;)

I love you, I need not to say more...

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Picking up, Looking back, Starting anew...

"parting time is never easy. in every goodbye you give a piece of your heart and soul, in every goodbye a part of you is torn into pieces..."
- RMG

Awkward as it may seem, but I found myself agreeing...
Though you're not there yet, I bid you good luck...
May you enjoy your new life...
And don't forget that we were once partners too...
Somewhere in history, before we got our asses kicked by each other, we were one hot love team... hahaha...
So don't get too carried away. Once you're there, its gonna be one hell of a routine life you'll have...

Pero naisip ko lang naman, kaya ba may mga taong walang puso at kaluluwa kasi masyado nang maraming pamamaalam ang napagdaanan nila... sa sobrang dami, wala ng natira sa kanila???

This blog post is dedicated to you. No matter how many times we say goodbye, we'll always be good friends... 

A big HI to my number one fan... Don't be jealous, OK??? :)

  

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Well... Guess that's it...

I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place I'm looking for

We might as well be strangers in another town

We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well, we might as well, we might as well

I don't know your thoughts these days

We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart

We might as well be strangers in another town

We might as well be living in another time
We might as well, we might as well, we might as well

Be strangers

Be strangers
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know 


That's what you want eh...
What can I do anyway...

 

Saturday, February 19, 2011

A song in the middle of the night.... Mayonaka no Midnight Orchestra : Aqua Timez


mayonaka no uta ga sakenda "Boku hontou wa  ano hi kara zutto..."
The midnight song I cried out went "In reality, ever since that day, I..."

akaku sukitooru yuugure no ato  hoshitachi wa sora ni suwari, sorezore no oto wo kanadeteita
sunao ni nare to iwarenakute mo
namida wa mou  boku no omoi wo tsurete ashimoto de chiisana umi ni natta
After the glowing twilight, the stars took their place in the sky and each played its own tune
Even if I can't say I've become honest,
Tears have now merged with my emotions and a small sea has formed at my feet

sora wa ugokanai hi ga nobori oriru dake
jimen wa ugokanai kimi ga aruku ka  arukanai ka dakeda
The sky doesn't move; the sun simply rises and sets
The ground doesn't move; you only either walk or stand still 

mayonaka no uta ga sakenda "Boku hontou wa  hitori ga kirai da  daikirai da"
taisetsu wo shitte shimatta  ano hi kara zutto
shiawase nante chiisana SUPUUN de sukueru kurai de  juubun nanda
wakeaeru hito ga iru ka  inai ka dakeda
The midnight song I cried out went "In reality, I don't like being alone... I truly hate it"
I've come to know what's important ever since that day
A small spoon is almost enough to scoop up happiness
Is there someone to share it with or must I keep it to myself?

tsuyogaru tabi ni hibi ga hairu  kokoro wa sou  maru de GARASU saiku ga miseru  hakanai yume
junsui wo butsukeau no ga kowai kara  bokura wa mina
sure tafuri wo shite  futoumei na sekai ni sumitsuita
A new crack appears every time I pretend to be strong, so it appears that my heart must be made of glass, just like an empty dream
Since we're afraid of messing with purity, each and every one of us has acted
As though we have settled down in this opaque world

omotai jiyuu wo hikizutte  aruiteta
wakare ga kuru tabi  sora ga toozakatte yuku you ni mieta
I've walked dragging a weighty freedom along
Each time separation would come, it seemed as though the sky would sink back

sayonara no ame ga tsubuyaita "Karita mama no kasa ga arunda  koko ni arunda"
karita mama no yasashisa ga  kono mune ni zutto
boku ni wa mada  akiramete inai  saikai ga aru  yakusoku ga aru
hoshikuzu wo BEDDO ni shite  nemutteiru ano hito ni
Farewell; I muttered in the rain "You can borrow my umbrella... that's what it's here for"
I'll give you the kindess always found inside my heart
I still haven't given up on the chance of there being a reunion; that's a promise
To the person who sleeps with stardust as a bed

kisetsu no nai machi ni shagamikomu otoko no ko
atama wo nadete kureru hito ga inakatta dake  sore dake na no ni
In the town with no seasons crouches a sad young boy
There's simply no one there to stroke his head, but despite that...

hoshi to mitsumeau  samugari na kodomotachi
The children who suffer from the cold gaze up at the stars 

mayonaka no uta ga sakenda "Boku hontou wa hitori ga  kirai da  daikirai da"
hitoribocchi de  ikite yukete shimau nante koto
shiawase nante chiisana SUPUUN de sukueru kurai de  juubun nanda
wakeaeru hito ga iru ka  inai ka dake

The midnight song I cried out went "In reality, I don't like being alone... I truly hate it"
I've always lived on by myself in solitude
A small spoon is almost enough to scoop up happiness
Is there anyone at all to share it with or must it be kept to myself?
mayonaka no uta wa sakebu yo "Boku hontou wa  boku hontou wa  sabishikatta"
taiyou no mabushisa ni  kakikesarete mo
saa  hata wo furou ka  kata wo kumou ka tada utaou ka  doredemo ii yo
wakeaeru kimi ga iru ka  inai ka dakeda yo

The midnight song I cry out goes "In reality, I... in reality, I... was very lonely"
Even if it is erased by the blazing sun
Come on, you can always either wave a flag, go on each other's shoulders or just sing something
It's just a matter of whether there's someone to share it with or not.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

W






There...that's my initials...
gaia memory version...
la lang....

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Nine days, tough guy, facing tomorrow...


Just another weak night...
I miss my mom...
yeah... I do...

Monday, January 24, 2011

Cracking up, Hard Boiled, Noblesse Oblige...

Imitation Of Life

Charades, pop skill

Water hyacinth, named by a poet
Imitation of life.
Like a koi in a frozen pond.
Like a goldfish in a bowl.
I don't want to hear you cry.

Thats sugarcane that tasted good.

Thats cinnamon, thats Hollywood.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see you try.

You want the greatest thing

The greatest thing since bread came sliced.
You've got it all, you've got it sized.
Like a Friday fashion show teenager
Freezing in the corner
Trying to look like you don't try.

Thats sugarcane that tasted good.

Thats cinnamon, thats Hollywood.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see you try.

No one can see you cry.


That sugar cane that tasted good.

That freezing rain, that's what you could.
C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry.

This sugarcane

This lemonade
This hurricane, I'm not afraid.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see you cry.

This lightning storm

This tidal wave
This avalanche, I'm not afraid.
C'mon, c'mon no one can see me cry.

That sugar cane that tasted good.

That's who you are, that's what you could.
C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry.

That sugar cane that tasted good.

That's who you are, that's what you could.
C'mon, c'mon on no one can see you cry. 


Crying... I'll be fine I guess...
I'll be crying...but no one will see me cry...
No one...

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Just another Kamen Rider Song...

Don't bother with dreams that are unnecessary or fleeting...
Its fine just to be completely free...
But you can't ignore fate...
In the end, all you can do is keep moving forward...
Its ok,tomorrow is always a blank slate...
You're the one who decides what your worth is...

Anything goes, fire up that heart...
Find something to fulfill you...
Life goes on, time to get serious.
If you are going to fight, then don't worry about losing...


Saturday, January 8, 2011

Pointing Fingers, Scapegoating

"Color my life with the chaos of trouble..."
- Summer Finn

Started like a kid, ended like a kid...
Nothing new, just like the original sin...

"And the LORD God called unto Adam, and said unto him, Where art thou?
And he said, I heard thy voice in the garden, and I was afraid, because I was naked; and I hid myself.
And he said, Who told thee that thou wast naked? Hast thou eaten of the tree, whereof I commanded thee that thou shouldest not eat?
And the man said, The woman whom thou gavest to be with me, she gave me of the tree, and I did eat.
And the LORD God said unto the woman, What is this that thou hast done? And the woman said, The serpent beguiled me, and I did eat."

There, that's the first scapegoating...
If you're sad,there's no one else to blame...
Life is a constant game of make-believe...
Believe what you want to believe...
Up till the end, you want to fill it with the best you do everyday...LIES...
So go ahead...


Monday, January 3, 2011

Ehehehehe...


Evaporated : Ben Folds Five

What I've kept with me
And what I've thrown away
And where the hell I've ended up
On this glary random day
Were the things I've really cared about
Just left along the way
For being too pent up and proud

Woke up way too late

Feeling hungover and old
And the sun was shining bright
And I walked barefoot down the road
Started thinking about my old man
Want to get into a car and go anywhere

Here I stand, sad and free

I can't cry, I can't see
What I've done
God, what have I done

Don't you know I'm numb, man?

I can't feel a thing at all
Now it's all smiles and business these days
I'm indifferent to the loss
I have faith that there's a soul somewhere
That's leading me around
I wonder if she knows
Which way is up and which is down

I poured my heart out

I poured my heart out
It evaporated ... see?

Blind man at a canyon's edge

Of a panoramic scene
Or maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random
Dangling a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room
Head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home they think I've lost my mind